My so called life in U.S.

(first I had almost written a whole blogg and then I by accident happend to remove it by changing site. FUCK DAMN IT!!!!)

anyway I just have to write it. not happy rigth now.

I am right now listening to Titanic. Love the song :D wounder why???!! ;) Sarah when I come home, can I borrow your CD, if I haven't find my own???

before I was listening to butterfly by miley cyrus.. I know that you may thing that the song is childish but I love the lyrics. I have had a pretty good day today and yesterday I talked to my mom and dad(biological). I talked a while with my mom first and then when I was going to talk with my dad I burst out in tears. No I am not homesick I was just moved. It was the second time I talked to my mom over the phone since I came here and the first time with my dad. (and I am crying know to, when I am thinking of it) My mom told me and my dad filled up with the details that he have sold my skruttibangbang (mazdan). He has now a peugeot (atomatic). things change at home. I can't belive that you guys have snow at home, today I saw a boy in shorts, t-shirt and flip-flops, beat that guys:P even I was freezing when I saw him but here we have around 15 degrees celsius.

Today I have been mostly on my room, just watching tv. And then I took a shower and a walk by myself without the dogs. I was investigeting the town. They have as many car washes as fkp have pizza shops. but here it was one street!!!! 

After that I was home and I was social against my hostfamily that I more or less haven't seen on the whole day. Me and the girl was in a little argue because she lose against me in a soccertable game. twice. 'cause she lose she accused me to cheat, and you know me I won't give up if someone accused me worng, even children. She she said that I was stupid (the kids was of saying you are evil). I told her that I was hurt my her words And I was on the line to start crying (I was really uppset). Then she kept quiet and then Small stuffs poped up in my sight ( I was drawing). I didn't take them (stubborn) but I was moved by her guest. I am greatful that I ended up in thins family, the mother and father is so kind and the kids are adorable. they are never mad more thn 10 minutes and after that it is like they forgot that we had a argue.

all this makes me wonder how I will turn out if I am going to have kids! I am not an orginazed person, and I take the stuff in my own speed:P. I am really for the first time curious about how my furture will end up when I got older(in the kids factor)

now til the real subject why I wanted to write. I have a friend back home that says that manga makes him feel so much better. And I can just agree with him. I am right now reading a manga called "Hapi  Mari". It is soo cute so I gives me BUTTERFLIES in my stomach when I am reading it. funny ha? In friday I also saw 2 good looking guys. but they were Au Pairs. so they are probably around 18-19 yr old.. great:P no thanks::D

nope now I will go and sleep and dream about Mr right that does not excicted. :P

xoxo//